I checked and found its a girl , most of the times I try to reply all the dms but I was in rush so I missed it and left without replying .
Next day she messaged me on insta , i replied we talked a bit but it's first time in my life I saw a girl replying this fast and holding the Convo with full intrest by her side :)
I mean I didn't have to do any effort she is still texting with full intrest and surprisingly it was not looking fake . A question came in my mind why she's is taking that much interest in me ? And she said sorry “ if it is looking ankward ! I'm so desperate for you ” !! <This text is enough to give a heartattack to any boy isn't it ?
Well at last she said do you love me ? I was dead ☠️ , being honest she was cute but how someone can be in love in just one day ?
I said we don't know each other properly she said up for a call tomorrow ? I said okay we talked on call at evening for almost 1.5 hr , yep longest convo I have ever had( with a girl ) .. i found she's in 11th she was quite immature and mature at the same time I'm not saying cause she was cute but I found her intresting , and there too she shared everything she wants to like her interests , what she loves , her school life etc ..
And in the end she said I'm glad I stalked you on quora and it felt great talking to you ( well honestly I'm not good at calls but she may felt this cause I'm a good listener and can hold the convo with intrest most of the times ) .
But the next day out of the blue, she blocked me :)
Now after this incident how should I portray a girls like they always like toxic guys over nice ones ? They don't care for the ones who does efforts for them . And they just love those toxic guys who does not care for them and mistrets them ? .. etc
Or should I be depressed or sad cause the one who said I love you yesterday blocked me today ?
Well the reality was she fell for my writing , and I'm glad for that may I'm not the one she's finding as a partner it doesn't mean I judge all girls same or say bad about her also . Even if it was just for a moment I'm glad for that :)
Does women really wants nice guys ? Or are they attracted towards toxic guys ?
Well if you would be in a girl's place whom would you choose ? Ofcourse the one who respects you back , the one who cares for you , the one treats you better , the who with you would feel comfortable , the one who listens to you without judging , the one who love you more than himself and the one who see his happiness in you ofcourse .. isn't it ?
I mean every girl wants that which girl who'd love to be disrespected or which girl don't want all these things ?
Then why did girl's choose toxic guys ?
It's not that they always choose toxic guys but sometimes the guys becomes toxic after being in relationship, sometimes the girl changes his behaviour or sometimes cause she overlove him and gave all the freedom ..
Anything could be the possibility sometimes the situations and sometimes the relationship becomes toxic cause they don't understand each other and sometimes they don't have patience to understand each other and make the relationship better !!
I tried my best :)
Even if it was just a moment , even if we aren't together . I still remember your birthday , I still remember that voice .. I still look at you picture and smile , even though we couldn't end together the moment I spent with you would be memorable and loveable always :)